my spoon is too big
what it is
what it was
sign my guestbookie
design
host
i like food!

nothing chunky or piecey

sushi

brownie batter

did i mention no chunks of anything

ice cream

peanut butter hot fudge sundaes

i live in a giant bucket

i am ainslee's mom

i love:
music

college football

allison janney

felicity huffman

and anything written by aaron sorkin rocks.

i hate:
hypocrisy

and most republicans,

although i realize that might be redundant.

i want to live every day like my last, not in a state of fear but of appreciation but i haven't mastered that yet."

go visit my peeps

chnacat


2006-10-19
random thoughts

I know, lyrics are lame. but if your commenting on them, is that less lame? probably not but deal with it.

in Anna Nalick's Wreck of the Day, there are these lines that say, "Desperately close to a coffin of hope, I'd cheat destiny just to be near you" the bittersweet aspects of liking or wanting someone that is just plain bad for you. A coffin is the perfect analogy for the incessant longing you have to be with that person, you KNOW it's destructive for you and yet you want it anyway.

"'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love, I'm just falling to pieces" - summary for that moment before you accept with a rude awakening that love isn't even distantly related to the fairy tales on which you were raised. Yes, pretty sure that solidifies my position as bitter.

"And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love, When all my resistance will never be distance enough" - because no matter how much you fight it, the innate desire to be loved will rear its ugly head and slay the acceptance of being alone ... and i find that to be regretful.

"Driving away from the wreck of the day, And it's finally quiet in my head" - oh for it to ever be quiet in my head.


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sipping:

hearing:

thinking about:

i am a banana.

Know, Don't Know, Wish Others Knew

Mercy as a Default

Quiet Desperation

GRRRRRR!!!!

Help if you can


everything�s gonna be ok!

"Sometimes there just aren't enough rocks ... "
-forrest gump