there are so many things going on in my life right now, i should be able to fill up multiple pages with word of recent events ... however, i find that i just don't feel like it. the details take too much effort and initiate too much thought, which means that i'm officially theoretically lazy in addition to the well-established physical lethargy that plagues me. so, i'll give summations.

i found a house, less than a mile from where i am now, $250.00 less per month on rent, and i got it. now, i'm on the hook for two houses ... with my job in complete and utter peril, which is another recent event, but what the hell ...

and i don't think anyone here will miss me when i'm gone. i think they'll be glad to see me go, which really bothers me. perhaps that's just my guilty conscience speaking ...

so, i've been flailing about from one extreme to the other, which is not at all unusual for me. i'm thrilled with the house, it's not the greatest but an elderly couple more concerned about someone to take care of it than making a lot of money ... it's unheard of really. i'm ecstatic about the possibility of going back to school to get my master's, another recent decision ... i have no idea what to do about employment between now and then.

AND last but not least, my trip to michigan is very much in jeopardy due to recent events ... and i don't think anyone besides two people realize the extent of my despair at that thought. i HAVE to go - michigan gives me strength and renewal - i HAVE to go, i NEED to go. It's my Tara, really.

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