my spoon is too big
what it is
what it was
sign my guestbookie
design
host
i like food!

nothing chunky or piecey

sushi

brownie batter

did i mention no chunks of anything

ice cream

peanut butter hot fudge sundaes

i live in a giant bucket

i am ainslee's mom

i love:
music

college football

allison janney

felicity huffman

and anything written by aaron sorkin rocks.

i hate:
hypocrisy

and most republicans,

although i realize that might be redundant.

i want to live every day like my last, not in a state of fear but of appreciation but i haven't mastered that yet."

go visit my peeps

chnacat


2003-09-22
calling all oklahoma lesbians . . . listening to the silence that follows . . .

OK, really I've reached some sort of emergency stage in which I HAVE to meet lesbian women. I actually had a thought, a fleeting one mind you, but a thought nonetheless about dating a guy just so that I would have something in common with those around me and feel like I had friends again. *ducking as all the lesbians begin to throw an assortment of rotten fruit in my direction*. Understand, I would never, ever do this . . . for one thing, I'm not going to fake my way through that mess again and for another, how terribly unfair is that to any guy . . . but I have such a longing to not feel so damn isolated.

So, I'm going to go out of my way to obtain the e-mail address of a younger lesbian couple that I vaguely know and throw myself on their mercy, without trying to sound utterly pathetic in my desperate state, to allow me to infiltrate myself into their group of friends. I have their numbers but I think e-mail is better - so, I'm going to ask a friend of a friend of a friend for it - and I feel like a complete and total idiot! Oh well - won't be the first time, will it?

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tiny hats

sipping:

hearing:

thinking about:

i am a banana.

Know, Don't Know, Wish Others Knew

Mercy as a Default

Quiet Desperation

GRRRRRR!!!!

Help if you can


everything�s gonna be ok!

"Sometimes there just aren't enough rocks ... "
-forrest gump