Just finished reading The Secret Life of Bees - that was such a good book! It was one of those that had brilliant moments by making simple statements. In one part this character said that right then, she would prefer to have someone who understood her situation than someone who could fix it. I could so completely relate to that feeling.

Nothing much to report - made a $240.00 error in my checkbook so I'm completely busted until payday. Lovely.

I'm considering submitting a legal essay on an assigned topic to this publishing company for a three volume set they are going to publish . . . but I don't know. I've never tried anything like that before and it could very well be that they will decide it's not good enough to publish. Plus, I've waited so long that I can't make the deadline but we'll see.

So, allowed beth to continue to communicate with me after Fest - it seems like it's an OK thing to do but I know that I don't feel anything towards her whatsoever as far as THOSE kinds of feelings (although, physical attraction is definitely still present - however, I'm not going there . . . well, obviously since she's 1000 miles away but I wouldn't and didn't). Anyway, I have to wonder how I could feel so much and then nothing - although, it was a relatively gradual deterioration so maybe it's not so strange.

I'm never going to meet any gay women in this city - just to be friends.

I miss Michigan.

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