I'm beginning to think that maybe straight and gay people can't be friends . . . but then i remember that that's crap and the kind of person that you are is not defined by your sexual orientation and to think that it is makes me the flip side of the homophobes so . . . out, out, damn thought.

Talked to Tori - she seems to think that this will be something we can "work through" but i'm thinking, "if you think that i'm fundamentally wrong, what's to work through? Sure, we can still chat about our kids or Letterman or what have you but when it comes to my frustration at not knowing where the hell to meet gay women in this state (to just be friends, thank you) or my fears as far as losing my job when i come out or being rejected by the rest of my family . . . i'm guessing it won't be your number i dial to chat." but whatever. i'm still processing apparently, and let me say again how much i hate that word.

the divine is getting so big. went fall clothes shopping for her this weekend - boy, did she score!! i LOVE shopping for her, it's so much fun. and she just looked so damn cute this morning and her little flared out jeans and new tennis shoes - of course, this was after the thirty minute fit that i had to endure regarding getting dressed at all, but that's another story.

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