I've never been one on horrorscopes, other than just purely for entertainment purposes - so, how odd that today mine is nothing sort of refreshing:

Find a reason to celebrate, ainsleesmom. Even if there is not necessarily a good reason, celebrate anyway. Celebrate life, celebrate your friends and loved ones, and celebrate the air that you breathe. There is exuberance in the air that is encouraging you to take a good look at life, and be more appreciative for all the things that you have. Give generously of yourself and your resources. What you give out will come back to you several-fold at a time when you need it the most.

I loved it. I put it on my desktop to read several times today. I even thought about e-mailing a friend - up until a few weeks ago she had been my best friend for years and the first friend that i came out to, however, due to various struggles recently, we decided it best to terminate that friendship for a while lest we end up actually disliking each other, which neither of us wanted. but still . . . when you're close to someone that long, you wonder about them, just in the everyday sense . . . but i don't know, maybe this clean break is for the best.

i'm certain that beth has received the RTS letter by now and i haven't heard anything so perhaps that will be the end of it all. i hope so but it still feels like it was a hateful thing to do - i could have just thrown it away. however, they would have just kept coming and things have to have an end.

that reminds me of one of my favorite movie lines (of which i have many, many, many) but this one said, "Everything ends badly, else it wouldn't end." Clearly, blanket conclusions like that are never entirely accurate, but there is a point there.

My very favorite movie line comes from Forrest Gump, strangely enough: "I guess sometimes there just aren't enough rocks . . . " And that's a movie line that IS accurate.

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