2003-07-09
catching up and letting go
Ok, so I haven't written in a while ...
I'm trying to figure out where I can get the money to go to michigan . . . but i have to buy new tires for my car and i have to get contacts at the end of this month . . . i just don't see it. and that makes me very sad.
And I talked to Martha last night about the horrendous period in my life from 17 to 21 . . . I thought it would help or something but now I'm considering not going back. I've started a lot of good things as far as branching out and getting to know people and I think that I'll just continue from here on my own.
I also ended one of my longest friendships last week but that has been coming for a while i think and is for the best in a the long run. still though, kind of sad
the divine is doing very well. she turned 2 1/2 yesterday - and my sister helped me decorate her room this weekend and it looks great (if you look really closely you can tell the border is crooked but . . . for my first ever attempt at border, it looks pretty good if you ask me)!! It looks like a little girl's room instead of a baby's room, which is how it should be. i'm considering painting other parts of the house too
ok, well, this entry has a darker note than i anticipated . . . i don't really feel down or anything; just a lot going on i guess.
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