i need to add an entry just b/c the last is so embarassingly negative. the divine seems to be finally feeling better, but we're going to go see a specialist mid-July.

although i certainly had work to do, i didn't do any this weekend and i can't say that i'm feeling particularly guilty about that.

i'm still pondering the whole michigan trip - to go, not to go, i don't know. i probably will go, i'll just fret about the money issue endlessly.

i'm trying to meet people at church - as instructed by martha - however, that is proving somewhat difficult. you can't MAKE people talk to you, you know? and i'm not very outgoing when it comes to things like that - i'm far more introverted.

i have a lot of questions lately about my faith - a lot, a lot. i wonder if god has a specific plan for each of us or if we practice more free will but our decisions are supposed to be guided by our faith. i know that my life has not been directed by god nearly as much as it should have been and i'm really working now to build my relationship and my faith - to walk with God rather than delegating my faith into another responsibility.

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