so, at some point, this mood has to end, right?

i don't know why but i just don't have the same reaction that chnacat had to the letter from beth . . . it makes me not want to try to continue to a relationship with her on even a lower level. and i'm not sure why that is. perhaps i should make an appointment with martha for next week, i'm not supposed to see her for two weeks but perhaps i'm too whacked to go that long.

the divine is having her picture made this weekend with an amateur professional - does that make sense? anyway, i'm hoping all goes well with that. she is just so sweet. she tells me all the time now that she's my angel - and i think she might be right b/c there are times that she is the only reason i keep my head above water. she's also very funny - the world is a wonderful place to her and i so want it to stay that way. this morning she was bouncing like tigger and bringing me tea from her tea set, little sweetie. and her fish is now called, "Charlie the fish." I believe that is his name, not just Charlie. I'm having trouble keeping his water clean - it seems like it gets murky- looking in just a day.

anyway, west wing ended for the season so no new scenes with allison until october - *sigh*

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