my spoon is too big
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2008-04-10 - 4:01 p.m.
Know, Don't Know, Wish Others Knew

2007-09-07 - 1:27 p.m.
Mercy as a Default

2007-06-03 - 11:48 a.m.
Quiet Desperation

2007-05-17 - 8:52 a.m.
GRRRRRR!!!!

2007-05-16 - 11:08 a.m.
Help if you can

2007-04-05 -
all about me

2007-03-16 - 10:13 a.m.
Bittersweet Memories

2007-02-16 - 11:19 a.m.
If It Happens

2007-02-12 - 4:15 p.m.
subsequent autopsy

2007-02-12 - 11:53 a.m.
The Right to Remain Silent

2006-11-08 - 8:47 a.m.
let the sandman descend

2006-11-06 - 4:02 p.m.
weaknesses

2006-11-06 - 8:55 a.m.
ungraceful dancing

2006-11-02 - 9:09 a.m.
Growing up

2006-10-23 - 11:33 a.m.
breakfast after ten

2006-10-20 - 11:21 a.m.
when it's all over, we still have to clear up

2006-10-19 - 4:08 p.m.
random thoughts

2006-10-12 - 2:03 p.m.
Hello and Welcome to the Communist Party of Life

2006-10-09 - 9:20 a.m.
Don't die on my doorstep

2006-10-05 - 9:01 a.m.
Morning conversation

2006-10-03 - 10:57 a.m.
warmer climate

2006-10-02 - 2:13 p.m.
Set fire to the third bar

2006-09-27 - 9:13 a.m.
Headlights on dark roads

2006-09-25 - 1:34 p.m.
chasing cars

2006-09-22 - 1:31 p.m.
control

2006-08-25 - 1:47 p.m.
Moving

2006-08-23 - 4:04 p.m.
This isn't real life

2006-04-04 - 11:02 a.m.
What kind of car are you?

2006-04-04 - 10:00 a.m.
Divine intervention

2006-04-03 - 11:31 a.m.
the calling of august

2005-12-30 - 10:55 a.m.
one more time againt this year

2005-12-29 - 9:32 p.m.
four things

2005-12-15 - 9:50 a.m.
borrowing trouble

2005-12-13 - 9:17 a.m.
more than it implies

2005-12-12 - 2:34 p.m.
the beautiful, hateful image of hindsight

2005-12-11 - 9:26 p.m.
Your chosen tribe

2005-11-07 - 1:08 p.m.
Careful what you wish for ...

2005-10-24 - 7:35 p.m.
On and on it goes

2005-10-23 - 7:07 p.m.
Sometimes, there just aren't enough rocks ... and sometimes, you need to throw them at yourself

2005-10-14 - 12:31 p.m.
The Nobodies

2005-10-13 - 3:19 p.m.
Accepting the things we cannot change ...

2005-10-13 - 3:19 p.m.
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2005-10-10 - 3:26 p.m.
Red River enlightenment

2005-09-27 - 9:03 a.m.
Is it just me, or are people really this stupid?

2005-09-21 - 9:20 a.m.
professonial worth

2005-09-20 - 10:04 a.m.
The good, the bad, and the windbags

2005-09-19 - 2:52 p.m.
As Elaine would say, "And the heat!! My gawd, the heat!!"

2005-09-16 - 9:56 a.m.
the selfish and the elusive

2005-09-15 - 11:22 a.m.
just some catching up

2005-09-04 - 5:27 p.m.
They warned him and he didn't care

2005-04-11 - 9:30 a.m.
just go with it

2005-03-09 - 3:42 p.m.
the married felon

2005-02-23 - 2:48 p.m.
Falling off the wagon, but not into my bed.

2005-02-22 - 12:28 p.m.
it's not what you say or how smart you are ...

2005-02-21 - 10:27 a.m.
Life's great ironies

2005-02-08 - 9:22 a.m.
hyperbole ... i love that word

2005-01-10 - 11:44 a.m.
It's that time again

2004-12-28 - 4:01 p.m.
it's a date ... right?

2004-12-16 - 3:51 p.m.
not on your first visit

2004-12-15 - 4:38 p.m.
i actually like this one

2004-11-22 - 1:21 p.m.
these are not the bigger things

2004-10-23 - 10:48 p.m.
sand in my shoes

2004-10-20 - 4:31 p.m.
another day without a dollar

2004-10-18 - 4:47 p.m.
the joys of unemployment ...

2004-10-11 - 9:34 p.m.
one for the record books ...

2004-10-05 - 1:48 p.m.
angels and demons

2004-10-04 - 3:40 p.m.
when you wish upon a star ...

2004-09-27 - 2:51 p.m.
just for fun ...

2004-09-14 - 4:00 p.m.
defeat doesn't always bring agony

2004-09-08 - 12:36 p.m.
School No. 1 Beslan, Russia

2004-09-08 - 11:42 a.m.
i'm back

2004-08-31 - 2:34 p.m.
just to update

2004-08-30 - 2:03 p.m.
it gets away from me

2004-08-24 - 2:41 p.m.
Internal calendars

2004-08-19 - 10:55 a.m.
less than a week after Fest, and i'm back to this

2004-08-16 - 10:14 a.m.
immersion into real life

2004-08-10 - 12:15 p.m.
until next week

2004-08-09 - 10:26 a.m.
the ties that bind, and strangle

2004-08-06 - 10:07 a.m.
the more things change, the more they stay the same

2004-08-04 - 3:52 p.m.
one week from today ...

2004-08-03 - 8:54 a.m.
electoral ponderings

2004-07-30 - 1:24 p.m.
suicidal exhaustion

2004-07-24 - 1:26 p.m.
phone calls and heartbreak

2004-07-23 - 2:24 p.m.
suicidal tendencies

2004-07-13 - 1:16 p.m.
looking through the microscope

2004-07-12 - 1:09 p.m.
the more you know, the less you know, you know?

2004-07-09 - 8:23 a.m.
had enough?

2004-07-08 - 3:28 p.m.
that's it, I'm done

2004-07-01 - 1:44 p.m.
oh the injustice of it all ...

2004-06-28 - 10:14 a.m.
deeper in debt

2004-06-25 - 12:56 p.m.
the flip side

2004-06-23 - 2:30 p.m.
the dishonesty of truths

2004-05-27 - 2:03 p.m.
Layers ...

2004-05-26 - 10:53 a.m.
and then i realized, you don't like me

2004-05-04 - 3:45 p.m.
it alludes me

2004-04-08 - 9:11 p.m.
moving reluctantly

2004-03-05 - 1:53 p.m.
catch up time

2004-02-09 - 11:40 a.m.
i sooo need to get out more

2004-01-12 - 12:58 p.m.
It's not paranoia if everyone is out to get you

2004-01-08 - 2:00 p.m.
Finding the true cross, indeed . . .

2004-01-07 - 3:16 p.m.
2003 in a glance

2003-12-18 - 2:55 p.m.
Um, yeah

2003-11-25 - 2:46 p.m.
the way it should be

2003-11-10 - 11:40 a.m.
progressive decomposition

2003-11-05 - 12:51 p.m.
Laura

2003-11-04 - 5:12 p.m.
i don't really see how this could be a good thing . . .

2003-10-30 - 11:20 a.m.
contemplating the perpetuation of doubt

2003-10-27 - 10:14 a.m.
Another quiz . . .

2003-09-24 - 2:02 p.m.
if you're looking for positive and uplifting, you should probably try someone else's journal . . .

2003-09-23 - 10:55 a.m.
Not the spokesperson

2003-09-22 - 10:34 a.m.
calling all oklahoma lesbians . . . listening to the silence that follows . . .

2003-09-19 - 11:07 a.m.
cussing and flirting, the perfect combination

2003-09-18 - 2:53 p.m.
do you dream in color?

2003-09-15 - 9:35 a.m.
avoiding the flip side

2003-09-05 - 1:05 p.m.
finally, some reliable dating criteria . . . and some fun

2003-09-02 - 11:19 a.m.
and the dominoes fall . . .

2003-08-25 - 1:35 p.m.
i'm actually ok with this - so long as i don't have the legs . . .

2003-08-25 - 10:45 a.m.
michigan, in sum

2003-07-28 - 3:49 p.m.
lies, damn lies, and well, more of them

2003-07-24 - 9:04 a.m.
of all places

2003-07-21 - 10:16 a.m.
this actually made me quite happy ...

2003-07-18 - 3:34 p.m.
Pour me another

2003-07-18 - 1:23 p.m.
oh what the hell is usually the right answer . . .

2003-07-17 - 10:54 a.m.
waiting, waiting, waiting to exhale

2003-07-15 - 10:49 a.m.
you've got mail - again and again . . . but the countdown continues

2003-07-14 - 1:06 p.m.
and the countdown begins . . .

2003-07-09 - 9:24 a.m.
catching up and letting go

2003-06-16 - 12:31 p.m.
ramblings

2003-06-13 - 12:13 a.m.
venting, venting, and more venting

2003-06-11 - 1:36 p.m.
another toddler story

2003-06-11 - 10:13 a.m.
boring details

2003-06-05 - 2:47 p.m.
'you've got mail' - again

2003-06-02 - 8:48 a.m.
under the sea

2003-05-29 - 12:59 p.m.
i love the word 'trepid'

2003-05-28 - 10:52 a.m.
avoidance is a lovely place to be

2003-05-27 - 10:44 a.m.
you can reach me by caravan . . .

2003-05-22 - 1:02 p.m.
a difficult survey

2003-05-16 - 12:16 p.m.
would you like some tea?

2003-05-15 - 3:15 p.m.
i could sing sinatra

2003-05-13 - 3:34 p.m.
to plagiarize a bit . . . reality bites

2003-05-08 - 11:50 a.m.
to go or not to go . . .

2003-05-07 - 9:06 a.m.
whatever

2003-04-25 - 9:20 a.m.
the untouchables

2003-04-24 - 2:12 p.m.
geepers

2003-04-23 - 9:07 a.m.
nine years

2003-04-22 - 10:37 a.m.
the good, the bad, and the ugly

2003-04-21 - 2:49 p.m.
peter cottontail in therapy

2003-04-11 - 1:11 p.m.
searching for the positives

2003-04-08 - 10:56 a.m.
pain and stupidity

2003-04-07 - 1:11 p.m.
creating your own world

2003-04-07 - 9:31 a.m.
frivolous thoughts, b/c they're easy

2003-04-04 - 8:50 a.m.
an alternate universe

2003-04-03 - 9:09 a.m.
trembling before g-d

2003-03-26 - 9:49 a.m.
Of all the words to describe it, this would not have been the first to come to mind

2003-03-25 - 10:14 a.m.
perspectives

2003-03-21 - 2:45 p.m.
wasted time

2003-03-17 - 9:14 a.m.
an egyptian deity and the coming out effect on relationships

2003-03-10 - 11:10 a.m.
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2003-03-07 - 12:24 p.m.
a little (too much) about me

2003-02-24 - 10:10 a.m.
the endless spiral

2003-02-21 - 4:18 p.m.
fire and ice

2003-02-20 - 10:00 a.m.
pleasant reminders and toddler negotiations

2003-02-18 - 8:43 a.m.
same story, different day

2003-02-13 - 11:23 a.m.
sometimes there aren't any answers to find

2003-02-11 - 8:22 a.m.
catching the sky

2003-02-10 - 10:16 a.m.
wondering where to go from here . . .

2003-02-03 - 1:12 p.m.
she misses me

2003-01-29 - 11:51 a.m.
two random thoughts . . .

2003-01-28 - 8:58 a.m.
St. Valentine

2003-01-27 - 2:07 p.m.
looking for a normal boss - II

2003-01-27 - 10:05 a.m.
looking for a normal boss

2003-01-25 - 11:39 a.m.
weekends at work and the everlooming possibility of michigan

2003-01-23 - 11:54 a.m.
a mother's intolerance

2003-01-22 - 12:17 p.m.
the meaning of life

2003-01-21 - 8:52 a.m.
am i always going to feel this way?

2003-01-20 - 12:16 p.m.
church and a one day reprieve

2003-01-17 - 11:27 a.m.
partners/girlfriends, moving, and parenting - all in a moment's thought

2003-01-16 - 10:57 a.m.
getting to know me

2002-09-18 - 2:57 p.m.
just a test